(-'':

my mood is going up and down.

words.. even though they're meant as a joke, it really hurts me. and just because i don't show it, it doesnt mean i don't feel anything. smiling it away.. ignoring . <:

in the morning my mood wa slike  uuupwards in the sky. yesterday wasn't able to sit next to him in class because the desks were changed. but today it was like god gave me time with him, haha ! today i had school in the evening. having missed the bus i had to wait and then .. he suddenly appeared in front of me. when i noticed him he was smiling brightly coming towards me. then we went together to school. we didnt talk much but i had to smile the whole time! because i thought it might be a bit strange i tried to cover it a few times with my scarf haha, but in the end i didn't mind anymore.

anyway. thanks for that!