geez, i think i know now.

and i do really like him after all.

after three years it seems like its not one sided anymore, haha.

but lets see how it'll develop.

actually i don't really know what i like about him. i just know i do. of course there are some times when i think "aw, that's what i like about him" but i can't tell exactly what.

is that weird? but i don't care. :)


edit-
sth more. today was a birthday and farewell party of two friends who are going out but i didn't go ..
anyways i drew a picture of those two for my friend. actually i could say both are my friends but i drew it for the girl, haha. and my sister who handed it over just wrote me that she was really, really pleased about it, that she almost cried and that she liked it the most of all the presents!
i never expected that! making someone this happy with one of my drawings.. thats awesome!

;;

i want thinner tights ;;

- fifty sobs;; tryin'.

doushio

what should i do? i have to decide.. but i cant yet, i don't know ;;