!

just took it. love, love!

ordered a mp3 player. i hope the money will transfer quickly so it'll arive here soon. <<: 

because music is a huge, huge part of my life. ♥

i feel like my strengh is slowly fading away..

ehw

didnt get to see the sky a lot these days. ;;

why is getting confident so hard? why couldnt i just get born with lots of it haha ;;

people with confident just seem so much prettier which doesnt mean shy people are ugly to me lol.

but you know? i want to be one of those. i think i improved through the years a bit, but i'm still lacking a lot of it. i wonder how i will be in a few years.. (-:

fighting~

tired

school is really exhausting. its because i take it serious contrary to many  other students. i'm so tired. 

in times like this i just want to be by his side and rest a bit..

 ah, it sounds so awkward, sorry.

seriously

all i can think of is him! i can't think of anything else.

what should i do? hoping for more isn't good at all..

i want to to chat with him, to see him, to spend time with him.

i think i'm going crazy..

Happy New Year! :**

yees, so photo was taken by me *Q* nice huh? hehe cc:

i wish you all a wonderful new year ♥

even though it doesnt feel like a new year to me somehow.

anyways. today wasnt really special so .. i'll  just think of yesterday as the last day of the year.

that would be an awesome end, right? hehe.actually i should start lowering my expecations again.

because i wrote him and now i'll wait like forever for him to answer. he's everything i could think of today and maybe the next days haha.without expectations no disappointments either. everythings given seems to be

more fortunate and happy.

maybe i'll make this as my new years resolution. i dont have any yet.

except of living a happy live. but actually i think thats all. thats all i want. live a happy live without regrets.

but telling it myself once more will make it more topical for me.

ok, it's decided then.
my resolutions for this year are those three:

be happy

live without regrets

be thankful

13/01/01

tinymiracle