ah

there are times i should really speak out whats on my mind. it's not because saying nothing is wrong, but its not good for me either and its ok, to speak out, because its my opinion and the truth.

but today i went too far. i just said whats on my mind because i was annoyed hearing sth almost everyday for such a long time. afterwards i felt really sorry and apologized shortly but .. its not like i have undone it ..

i think its somehow ok now, i think. still i'm feeling bad..

but i'll treat her nicely on monday (:

today my mp4 player was sent '_____' i hope it'll arrive soon but i shouldn't be too impatient.

ah. really, really looking forward it!