:x

how can i be so selfish and jealous.. /:

 i don't understand myself for those negative feelings. i really hate that. i don't want to think bad about friends. i want to cheer with my friends even if i myself have got a hard time.

it's not the princip if i'm happy, you can be happy, if i'm sad you have to be sad as well.

i really hate that. 

how can my heart be so ugly sometimes?