already so much time left since my last post.
so many things happened which i'd like to write about but the pictures i took aren't on this pc and i haven't much time left cause i'm going to met two friends soon! (:
even if nothing really happened, the time is really hard for me. it's like it's getting worse and worse.
i went to a camp for 1 week and just eat vegetarian/ vegan food cause i they just cook those two kinds. i didn't ate for a week any milk products and avoided fruits, too !!
but i still got stomach ache and so on .. medicin didn't helped either so it's obviously that this can't be the reason for my illness. /:
i also often have knee aches, which my sister has got, too. that's why she went to a doctor, who told her, that she goes wrong or sth. like that. now i'm kinda afraid, that i've got sth. with my knees, too.
plus these days it seems like i've got hair loss!!
i've always got sth on my mind, and my problems with a friend aren't solved yet. i'm still thinking about it a lot and i didn't came up with a solution. sight.
i've got to search for a work placement as well.

i feel so stressed and the fact that it's probably the reason for my illness, wherefore i have to avoid stress, stress me, too.

it's such a "vicious" circle !
even though i'm supposed to have vacations. /:
anyways .. that's it for now.



tinymiracle